it's feels good....it feels good...sure feels good to me

So then what in the heck could possibly be wrong?
I have been wondering that over the course of the last 3 weeks....since my last dr's appt.
If I'm not sick and I feel so darn good...then could something be wrong?
The baby is kicking...the kicks are getting higher...but what if they arent really kicks and I have been creating pseudo-kicking sensations up in my head?
My belly is definately growing and lowering. I am definately growing hair on my belly...yikes!
But what if I am just getting fat and I just never really noticed the hair before?
I'm just saying....5 weeks with no scares...well..it makes me ...scared.
While everyone around me is going in for their midway ultrasound...I havent even been scheduled for mine. This is because I have already had 3 ultrasounds...twice as many as standard protocol...so we are giving the baby a sound wave rest.
BUT....I miss his face...or her face.
Can you believe it? In 4 months, I will get to hold her or him for the first time. Ahhh....I can hardly wait for that day to come.
I wake up every morning and I open the door to the nursery and just imagine.
I open the closet door and smell the baby clothes that I washed the night before.
I go to bed every night and pray that I will get a clear glimpse of the baby's face and a strong sense of who they are in my dreams...but every morning I wake up with a different feeling.
One thing that doesnt seem to change...the baby always has thick curly hair like my sister in laws. I hope this is true...they have great hair!!!! One day the baby had glasses on. Some days the baby is a girl...some days a boy.

How did I get here?
How did I wake up one day with a husband that I actually like as much as I love and be just months away from being a mom? When did this happen?

How did I make it past the toilet bowl blues from weeks ago to the "the only thing I still dont like is chicken and soda...and that is a-ok" happy plateau?

My next appoint ment is Monday, the 16th....just one week away.
I am looking forward to reporting a strong heartbeat for baby, a healthy weight-gain for me, and the date of our BIG ultrasound, where we will find out that Baby Salter is doing great!
Keep sending up the prayers for a healthy baby!