30 Days..hath September, April, June and November...and possibly me.

After today, we have 30 days until our projected due date!

Ya know, I think that I worry just as much now as I did for the first 35 weeks.

My worry is just a different kind of worry...will the baby be healthy, will delivery go well, will I be a good mom, will the baby be a boy or girl and will I be better at being a mom to one or the other???

Today I am just plain achy...like period achy. Though I think I have only experienced "period achy" a few times in my life. My back is a little stiff, my hips kinda hurt, I am feeling some pressure, I am more gassy as of late, my belly even feels a little upset in waves.

I have a Dr's appt scheduled for tomorrow morning. I think this will be my first internal exam and the start of my exams that happen every week.

The baby seems to have found a new favorite place to sit...right at my belly button. This makes it impossible for me to bend at all.

The baby must be very long. It feels like I have a little hand under my right hip that is constantly waving, a hiney that can't decide if it wants to sit to the left or right of my belly button, and a foot in my left rib, or maybe my lung. I have been short of breath a few times over the last week.

I drum a beat on my belly and the baby seems to sway toward certain noises.

It likes when I sing, and when I eat strawberries.

It is most active when I am winding down.

It has a mind of it's own.

AND I LOVE IT ALL!